Three Poems
by Adam Stutz
The Performance
The failure of balance
leads to the activation
of commerce— a dense orchestration
congestion’s habit in a loving mumbling
of cortex fingers + tendrils
lingering like caffeine
metabolizing in shakes
The instigation
of tender scraps
of interchanges about corrections
plays over the radio of the inner ear
The lumbering statements
of cerebral traffic control
monitor approach + descent
+ narrow misses like the large fingers
of swinging cranes
over creaking buildings growing
the skyline—
the staggering vision
of distance erasing pathways
+ a map for language
+ coordination
+ memory—
one-sided conversations
stretching like a tarnished canopy
warp to bend + warp again
My recall of what we said parting
in the morning
is a series of failed props—
unknown structural
deficiencies—
an ineloquence
tailoring a constant failure
with surprising variations
of bad coordination
Quadrupeds
My ghosts are idle backhoes—
my favorite love notes
rusted skins
resting in damp brush
among abandoned construction
carcasses
metal monsters
(we age by our recollections
driving blind into melancholy—
into our flooding chambers—
+ what am I after?
A bricolage
my haphazard bones
w/ which to build
a home
A ragged nest battered nights
to plot white-washed remembrances
These beasts befit
the vowels of
affection just out of reach
Due to fear of displacement
I am looking for a line a collection of greetings
(bibelots
leaving scattering + slipping
or becoming scrap
Postcard
It starts w/ the water stain grown
over-night
bringing to mind
you as a forgone conclusion
This blemish is fond
of necessitating a prod
an incision + pulling strings
into a haunt
Through my dirty lenses
a familiarity emerges
wearing seasons of white down
holding reference askew
the loam
of a memory of April
Your frame remains a skeletal artifact
in my faculties —
a life remote + indelible—
you are a glimpse
of Paris on a postcard
behind a closed glass door
I cannot reach
Adam Stutz is the author of Transcript (Cooper Dillon Books, 2017), The Scales (White Stag Publishing, 2018), and the co-curator of the Non-Standard Lit Reading Series with Mark Wallace and Jeanine Webb. He currently resides in San Diego, CA.